Happiness

2011-07-23T12:25:00.000-07:00

Well, It's about time..Usually i forget to pray, And i was thinking Yesterday maybe that's why i have been so " Unhappy" Mom says it's my period coming ( Grrrr!) But i don't think it's that i think it was because Last year i used to always pray, There was church every Sunday and Sometimes i would go on Wednesday. But now, We are so called "Busy" Mom has not been driving around in her car.
Mom hasn't been that active actually she used to be all " Y'all need to go outside and run or something" and that would make me feel good, But now it's Go play the computer and " go ply the PS3" or " Go watch TV" I never, EVER thought i would say this but I can't wait ' til school starts again. I just can't function being so Bored, Yeah, I tried writing poems and reading to make me feel like schools already started but i can't do that! every single page i read i get disturbed " Kristen, We downloaded LittleBigPlanet 2!" " Kristen this" "Kristen that" Especially Grandma always with some " Bring me the laundry" "Make me some soup"
Lucky for me i sprained my knee (?) ON ACCIDENT THOUGH! I just did it on accident, I don't even know how it happened. But that didn't stop me from getting bugged.
So know i know that my Family is just kinda annoying...I need some time to myself Remind me not to say that to mom, She'll just say " Plane tickets start at $250" URGH! i need to go to church... BY MYSELF!!

To be Continued....

Sick of life.

2011-07-20T16:42:00.000-07:00

My mom always told me not to complain. But...sometimes i can't help my self...my life is falling apart part, by part, by part. and it dosn't stop 'til i run away for a minute and as i mean by that i go into the shower and cry or i take a walk up and down the stairs outside, sometimes i just sit...Not on my room floor, i don't even have a room nor a house, me and my family are just burdens to every house we go to. Except Grandma's house, she always doesn't mind when we stay at her house for months. I wish that i'd never complained when i had the good life in Maine, Maine is my husband...I love it and i will never hate it...It's not where i was born but it is where i grew up. I don't like that i used to complain there, I had friends, and a House and a dad and i wasn't even grateful that i had a room, I shared though....With my sister Jasmine, Jasmine is the only sister that is nice to me...She is sometimes annoying but at least she isn't a big fat jerk Like Asia or Chantell.
I like Justin too, But i prefer Catia, Kevin is good too, Well he is much more outgoing than Taco used to be...My Step-Brother Taco Was always so Crazy...he was always the only morning person in the house, He would ask dumb Questions and he was kind of wierd. But whenever i get sick and tired of my LOUD, ANNOYING and SELF CENTERED family i would just go in my room and make a poem about how much i hated living in maine...But ever since i moved to Florida, I know that it doesn't matter where you are, It matters who yo are with.

To be continued....

Poems Just are my thing.

Happiness

Sick of life.